• I've been tired as hell all day long now it's 2 in the morning and I can't sleep. Aside from the fact that my roommate is snoring loud as fuck, my mind is just racing. This shit just randomly hits me at the weirdest times, what to do, what to do....

Painting a picture

Someone ever say something and you just get a feeling that there’s more to it or it’s something you want to know but you don’t want to ask? So you focus in on the subject ask a couple casual questions not cause you care about the topic per say (or at least I don’t) but to get a feel for what you want to know. Then you see something that confirms it and those dots you connected solidify that picture in your head whether it’s true or false; for better or for worse, etcetera, etcetera. Guess a picture really is worth a thousand words, c’est la vie …. 

Ahhhh

  • Finally took my first dump abroad - feeling relieved lmaooo

We’re usually looking up at the clouds, but the view from above them is breathtaking.

Happy Birthday America!

Home of the free land of the slaves! Wait did I miss something?

Le sigh

Why is it that I can never leave a job on good terms I had two more shifts left just TWO. Already put in my two weeks notice and everything but then they fire me I thought this would be the first job I actually leave on good terms but nope guess not. That’s what bothers me more than actually getting fired mer oh well *Le sigh*

Like

Guess my last post should have been like or hate cause there’s not too many people I’ve loved per say. As for those that I have it would take a lot for me to dislike them like shit would really have to hit the fan for me to dislike someone I once loved in whatever type of capacity i.e., family, best friend etc. Don’t think anyone has hit that nerve yet.

Love or hate

I realized I don’t hate anyone today when I try to think of people I hate I drew a blank. It’s then I realized I put people into categories either I like you or I don’t feel any particular way about you; dislike is the last resort. I’m not in the business of hating and disliking people because at the end of the day we are all one. So if you’re cool there’s different levels of “like” otherwise you remain in that neutral category where to be blunt you don’t matter haha

Irony

After everything I’ve had to lose and sacrifice for this trip a part of me doesn’t want to go. Guess this is what they call fear seven days to go but like wtf is wrong with me it’s what I wanted right yet it doesn’t feel so right. Why life gotta be all complicated and shit ugh le sigh